Friday, December 1, 2017

Blessings Abound



In April, 2013, I died and went Home, or so I thought. I was convinced Time had ended; humanity had learned enough to be able to live Heaven on Earth. Everything that always mattered to me was weaving together in a radiant whole. The years of fascination with literature and art, science and mysticism, family and business made sense. Dualities were collapsing, integrating, nothing was "other.' Hinduism, Christianity, Buddhism, Shamanism, together with Art and Science were all attempts to understand a seamless whole. In essence they supported and enriched each other, sustained by an Imaginal realm that fed all of them. Human creativity and curiosity had questioned, experimented and expanded until the unity became obvious. the love was overwhelming.....

So overwhelming that I ended up on antipsychotic drugs in the County Mental Health facility kissing people's hands and calling them Beloved. I came out of it smelling strongly like a corpse, but I was still here, positive that the world as we knew it was ending in a glorious transition to a life of love and beauty.

Apparently, the transition was less obvious to everyone else....
this is a picture of me with my Grandson Anders. It is now October, 2017..



It has been over four years but I am back in present time. It has been an amazing journey. I felt caught between eternity and time but the two have melded now. Past, present and future are no longer linear, but an undulating Mobius strip that is NOW. A bit disorienting, but it is beginning to make sense....

Today I am overwhelmed with gratitude, feeling profoundly blessed. I have always been blessed but I didn't always know it. I have the odd sensation of having lived backwards. My entire life has been guided by profound love, as if my Awake self was coaching me every step of the way, assisted by Angels disguised as family, friends, co-workers, clients and neighbors. I have the sense that we are all here playing out the last acts of a Divine play, part actor, part Angel, playing a script we are not yet conscious of. Some of us play the Good Guy, some the Bad, as the Whole transcends the polarities that have sharpened our Consciousness until it is possible to live in peace and prosperity on this beautiful planet.....